I hate getting this low at such random times Why does my mind play these tricks on me
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I just want to hang out with a guy and not “do stuff”. I’d much rather go on a fun date or even just chill at your house play video games and crap than worry about “oh god is he just gonna want to get it on…” -_- Show me you can handle that.
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You can’t even walk in a straight line, your liver is literally being rotted away, your blood pressure is probably out of control, you haven’t seen a doctor in years because you know you’re unhealthy. And yet you expect everything to be fine at home, to be greeted with open arms and kisses. The only reason I even acknowledge that you’re home is because you made it here safely. I do my hardest to prove myself to you and be the best I can so you’ll notice me but nothing I do seems to be more important than your choice of liquor for the night. Well I’m doing it for me now and no one else, I refuse to let any more male figures and their foolish choices dominate my life any more. It’s stupid, this is my life and I’m going to make it the best I can, even if that means some people are left out.
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